I left this place just like I close any file, hitting hard on the ':wq!', emphasizing on the exclamation mark to make sure that the system won't complain. I might have broken it more than necessary. I'm slowly recovering my own configuration. I don't want the same setup, I just want to understand where the crash occured. I'm going through every single log, every single dump of my cores. I let the stack fill up until my brain overflowed. I don't have the source code anymore, just the compiled result of my own weakness, my own mistakes. Part of me is looking for the swap files, the swap memory. Part of me still does not understand truely what was inside of the RAM but one thing is for sure; I have something to fix.

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